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Grief is a powerful teacher, albeit a harsh one!
The Worst Pain
My Beautiful Mum, the pain of losing you is a journey that defies explanation
while words can never fully capture the breadth and depth of this pain
I experienced many immense pains in my life
my last living grandfather passed away when I was 17
my first boyfriend was taken away from cancer at age 26
my beloved Dad departed from this world 17 years ago
I believed that was the worst pain I felt ever each time
as the loss of anyone who you knew and loved is difficult
Tuesday 04 October 2022, a day that changed my life forever
it was the day my darling Mum slept in her sweet dreams forever
A pain appeared the moment I lost the person that gave me life
an unexpected pain and the kind of pain that feels unsurvivable
there are just no words to describe this excruciating pain
but this unbearable pain is completely different from all others
I have been feeling like my brain has finally switched off ever since
and it makes me feeling numb and empty in those dark hours
I learned this pain of losing my Mum is the worst pain I have ever felt
so I am now living with the worst pain of my life without my Mum
I am a motherless daughter and an adult orphan, who loves passionately and grieves intensely, as I write and share about my personal grief journey with others, after I lost my darling Mum on 04 October 2022
to major stroke so suddely and so unexpectedly, with the hope that it might comfort, help and inspire people on their own journey.
"Mum, I carry your strength
with every step I take
on this new path "
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